Mugged At Knifepoint / My First Sunset (Filthy Blonde epilogue)

The Grand Pricks

Here come the new times
It's 12:01am
The past left behind its crimes
Put it to an end
I told you I am afraid that I am going bald
She fucked me, literally
God damn minotaur

It no longer seems that I am in control
I cling to the dream that's impossible
Bound to the shovel
The deeper the hole
Erosion eats away at my aching soul

God's creation rejects Him
And I am starting to get it
But I am not God
And I will never regret it

Hello my filthy blonde
There's no way to fix all of this
It'd take a lifetime to relearn
The way we used to kiss
Do you wonder if I will ever
Learn to let it go?
I know there's no "me and you"
At the end of the rainbow

I hate how much I think about you
Every night and day
I wonder what all this stupid bullshit
Would make you say
I'm sorry that I decided
To ruin your birthday
We'll live the rest of our lives
Knowing what we chose to throw away

It's a war of attrition
And I have lost the battle
But I'll soldier on
And I will not lose to cattle