I Don't Want Change

The Grand Pricks

The end draws ever near
My heart, it fills with fear
Is this how you learn to be
Is this real maturity
I think I saw myself
Living behind someone else
Why were you not there?
Why was I filled with fear?

I know that it's not as simple as they say
I felt the wind, it doesn't blow that way
I saw you blossom when I wasn't around
I heard the garden, it did not make a sound

My dead redhead
if you left would I be the same?
you're better off
and we both know that I'm to blame
If you went on
And grew up and became yourself
You'll be perfect
and worthy of the life that I left behind

I know that it's not as simple as they say
I felt the wind, it doesn't blow that way
I saw you blossom when I wasn't around
I heard the garden, it did not make a sound

I don't want anyone else
I don't wanna change
And I don't wanna stay the same
I need you then
I need you now
I know there is some way somehow